How can someone so tiny be so annoying? - It's a talent

2010-02-02T20:25:00.004+08:00

BLOG MOVED! (:

http://herstoryherthoughts.blogspot.com

I am not gonna close this blog, but I will not be updating here (:

2010-01-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

since i have school on my birthday, i cant do anything special lols. thank you for those who wished me happy birthday (: i enjoyed myself with the 2 ppl i love most :D my mum & my dear :DD (of cuz i love my dad too LOL)

see what he did to me? -.-

the lighting was terrible, we took so many photos which turned out to be shadow-likes lols.

MUACKS! ^^v

yummy! hehehehe xDD

too bad we were busy eating and didnt take any more photos lols. i shall update my celebration with my beloved 858 clique after i got the photos from min hehes :DD

2010-01-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

i really regret choosing fmb, despite trying hard, my heart still sank whenever results are out. nothing in the notes make sense to me, ppl always tell me its easy, yes, easy to them.

growing up means facing more, hypocrites, unfairness, realistic, etc etc. ppl who stay in singapore for just 6 mths, or those who actually left sg, are able to get PR. but for those who have been here ridiculously studying for 10 years? is still facing indirect discrimination for being a foreigner. ya, life is never fair. i have heard this so many times.

what do i wanna do after graduating from poly? seriously, i dunno. i really feel like giving up, but the consequences are just unbearable to think about.

2010-01-11T22:35:00.003+08:00

i was reading yingshi's blog and i was reminded so many things happened during lower sec(:

chatting on anything in the world with jinghang & minggui on msn, and jinghang didnt know i was sitting beside him all the time!
spamming testimonials in friendster with minggui & aloy, hahahas that's totally stupid i know
having chunsean disturbing me the whole time lols
ka jiao darren when i was bored to hell
teased weishen with everything xDD
laughing with samantha on stupid things
playing polar game with ms poh and the class
and so many many more...

http://profiles.friendster.com/12982100

i miss them so much

2010-01-10T23:56:00.003+08:00

pms is bad bad bad!! i am so moody today ): i dun like this feeling. and i got upset with dear for some stupid reason, feel so guilty about it afterwards ): why do i have to be a girl!?

2010-01-03T18:48:00.005+08:00

被放弃的人不是输家。在爱情的过程里面，我们一直站在付出比较多的那一方，所以，受伤，嫉妒，开心，欢笑，所有爱情的感觉，我们都比对方多了一倍。当然，伤害也会多了一倍。不过现在对方都感受不到了，全部都留给我们承受。不过也正因为我们比别人多了一份爱，才有力量从伤痛中重新站起来。你可以选择停在原点自怨自唉，或者，你会抬起头勇敢面对，而且比以前更耀眼坚强。

(:

2010-01-01T23:53:00.000+08:00

awesome new year celebration with dear and his cousins (:

cheers to 2010! :DD

i love my dear! <3

2009-12-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

this post is specially for my darlings shimin! :D

she did a very very sweet thing to me! she knows i am alone in this festival, and she surprised me with tang yuan at my door step!

i feel so fortunate to have her and geena in my life, they are just like sisters to me. (:

min, i am really very touched, i was near to tears. okay i am kinda speechless hahahas. thank you so much. love you too :D

2009-12-16T03:23:00.003+08:00

it's 3am plus in the morning and i am still mugging for a test that is about 6 hours away. =.=

anyway did i mentioned that both my adidas and mickey mouse watches have ridiculously stopped working? nth internal faulty but i dun wanna talk abt their real problems. just pissed me off -.-

BUT i just found a watch in my drawer! :D it's a free gift from reader's digest hahahaha! ya you can say i am cheapo but who cares, as long as i have a watch to wear! no time to be picky when you have no alternatives lols. i felt so uneasy without watch with me for the past few weeks. xp

just being random.. continue to mug.. 2 more days to holiday~~~~

2009-12-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

no more guang zhou ): i hate those china embassy ppl ): so i have to stuck in singapore for the holiday and spend my christmas and new year alone, again.

2009-12-07T17:58:00.003+08:00

watched new moon with dear on our 32th-month anniversary (we missed the beginning part due to my own fault) and my two darlings S & G on the next day! okay you might think i am crazy to watch the same show on 2 different days but well those who know me will know i will never get tired of watching twilight :DD

the show was GREAT GREAT GREAT! xD but i think i like twilight more LOL.

i had a really fun sat night with S & G hohoho! we can just chit chat on anything anywhere in the world. i simply love them! :D looking forward to another meeting already!

and i am going to guangzhou with S this holiday! first time i am so looking forward to go guangzhou LOL

and i am already in holiday mood! omg this is a no no no )x

hmmm.. what can i do on christmas? any recommendations?

2009-12-02T00:32:00.001+08:00

dear can be very romantic and sweet but crazy at times.

:DD

2009-11-29T00:23:00.003+08:00

hmmm i was looking at some old photos and found these, i cant help but laughed out loud :D ah le & i were being retarded hahahas, but it was super fun. :DD

okay this is super random, i know. lols.

jiabao & abel just went home after staying at my house for 2 nights. initial plan was to do project and do some revision, in the end we were watching tv, eating, playing and sleeping, and abel was like complaining about jiabao and me. xDD so plan failed. hahahahas. but they are definitely fun ppl to be with, this is what i didnt realise until i started hanging out with them (: fun & carefree. (:(:

2009-11-27T00:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST LOVE! :D

okay this post is just gonna be talking about my dear's birthday (:

21st Nov '09

surprised party! :D hmmm it didnt go as planned, cuz dear was not feeling well ):

so met him at northpoint at 4.30pm while jiale helped me meet the guys :D i was trying to find places to hold him there to give time for the guys to meet up. i guessed dear must be fed up with me smsing all the time >< but well well i guessed the surprise did work out well :DD dear was backing out when he saw the cake there, his reaction so funny lols xD lols and they all hide behind the kitchen hahahahas!

photos credits to ah le!

though it was just a simple celebration, hope dear enjoy it. (: thank you very much to weiming, jason, guanhao, jinghang & yongwei. and special thanks to jiale, who helped me out in the planning and all! :DD

24th Nov '09

again a bday celebration for dear (: this time only the 2 of us hehex.

went to watch 2012, it was kinda terrifying to see the world end that way )x had sakura buffet for dinner, i got myself many cakes but i couldnt finish them xDD

planned to go for the boat tour but i was feeling sick ): so dear treat me yami yogurt instead xD we had peach yogurt and sat somewhere in suntec city LOL

cab home after that and spent the rest of the night at my house (x

but we didnt take photo )))))))))):

25th Nov '09

happy 18th birthday! :D

he did sth really touched me, even though i dun deserve it.

hope you enjoy your birthday celebrations, even though they are very simple. (x

2009-11-12T22:44:00.004+08:00

"A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face."

"Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say."

true friendship is not something to be underestimated, thank you darlings, i felt your loves.(:

2009-11-11T21:16:00.003+08:00

心墙

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面那抹灰就淡一些

海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸

好时光都该被宝贝因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天快乐地看每一天

第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光

就算你有一道墙我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

2009-11-11T14:49:00.006+08:00

i took out all my precious memories and fell asleep with them
they seem to be a never-ending movie that flashes in my mind
yes time really flies without realizing
and i hate how time flies so fast
i have learnt so much throughout the years
the laughter, the tears
they become part of my life permanently

there is only one who i love more than anyone else in the world
the only one who i can never forget
the only one who i can never stop loving
the only one who can bring my true smile on my face
the only one who can hurt me and make my world shattered
the only one who i will spot in the crowd and hold his hand tight
the only one who can draw my attention away from anything else
the only one who can make me do silly things
the only one who, no matter what, will remain in my heart till my heartbeat stops

the post on 15th dec 2007, the tear of joy and touched flows down everytime i read it..

"Love can make you do things that you never thought possible."

"When the future hinges on the next words that are said, don't let logic interfere. Believe your heart instead."

"There is only one happiness in life: to love and be loved."

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."

"As long as love exists, everything else can work out."

You know I am here no matter what.

2009-11-10T19:42:00.004+08:00

interesting way to advertise eh? xDD

had a nice chat with jingting while we went to collect our pay, which was almost 2 mths late!
we always hv lots to chat when we open our mouth :D

oh i didnt get my pay though because they didnt write my full name on the cheque, and the lady was just so not friendly.
i was seriously annoyed, but i was feeling sick and with my sore throat, i just need to get home.

we both agreed that there are just certain people you can never trust, no matter how radiant their smiles are on the surface.

i am still waiting for darling min to send me the photos of last friday! hahahahas it was one of the best days with my best girlfriends! :D

2009-11-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Happy 31st-month anniversary(:

2009-11-03T22:18:00.001+08:00

they are the best gifts that are granted to my life (:

2009-11-01T16:04:00.001+08:00

i had the first and best Halloween!

Will update again :)

2009-10-26T20:31:00.004+08:00

right so now i am extremely bored, i meant to do some revision but i am just too lazy for that, so oh wells.

so i was reading some blogs and saw some tags, since i have nth better to do, i thought this might kill some of my time. so here it goes :D

20 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT ME
(i wouldnt say they are interesting but thats the title so well well)

1. i love ice-cream, yes its fattening but i still love it. esp oreo mcflurry!

2. i will grab every minute possible to lay on my bed till i had to get up and prepare for sch, which is why i always had to doing my preparation in a hurry.

3. i am always hungry, which is totally ridiculous, but i always have irregular meals, and i dun eat in healthy ways ha!

4. i love make up and i dun deny it (unlike some ppl who always deny but you can always see tons of make up on their faces), but i am too lazy and i would rather spend the time to slp than spending time on my face lols, thats how lazy i am.

5. i love fried chicken, but i always peel off the fried skin before eating.

6. i have wild imaginations when i am alone.

7. i love vacations but i hate long distance flights.

8. i love basketball, i used to play, but tt was in pri sch hahahas. for now i enjoy watching it hahas.

9. i am crazily in love with Twilight series, i can watch the movie for endless times and nv get tired of it.

10. the things i spotted and planned to buy are always expensive??

11. besides ice cream, i love cakes too! and yes again, its fattening -.-

12. i have ugly nails becuz i used to bite them, and now i dun bite but peel them.

13. i like double eyelids, but sad to say i have multiple eyelids which is crazy, but once in awhile my double eyelids comes out lols.

14. i love dance, but i am too lazy to go for trainings.

15. i love reading friction books, non-friction books just bored me to hell.

16. i would rather stare at my com screen than taking out my books for revisions.

17. i dun like helicopter, which to some ppl its cool, but its freaking noisy to me. you will nv be able to talk while you are inside becuz no one will hear you, and you are risking your ears from going deaf every second you are inside it.

18. i love heels but i can nv wear them for more than half a day, i will start to walk like a duck.

19. i always complain but i still do what i have to do =.=

20. i always overspend and i have no idea what i spent the money on.

ok thats all, i am tagging everyone who wish to do it. (:

2009-10-16T20:47:00.005+08:00

well i am just gonna summarise my past few days hahahas. i am kinda lazy to update these days xD

8th Oct
went for NRA camp and i must say it was awesome. :D but i had to leave on the second day hahas. my bones were breaking apart by the end of the day, too long nv go for training le =x

9th & 10th Oct
work, work & work =.=

11th Oct
hmmm... what did i do..??? =.=?? *oops*

12th Oct
out with ah le! she accompanied me to dental, and she had fun taking different angles of a little girl in a magazine lols. oh we bought the same shirt from Mango xD and half the time i was worrying if she would collapse in front of me any min LOLs

13th Oct
meet up with ah min & geena for our plan wahahahaha! i will announce when everything is done! ;D

14th Oct
plan with dear got screwed up )x so he spent the rest of the day in my house and he camped in jason house afterwards lols

15th Oct
ION with dear, the trip was kinda retarded cuz of some stupidity of mine. anyway had dinner at Watami hohoho

why isnt the food here yet?? *emo*

i am going to eat you~ *evil*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

16th Oct
wasnt feeling very well.. not so active throughout the day zzzz.

2 more days and i am back to hell. studies, assignments, projects, hypos, gossips, screamings blah blah blah, they are just too much for me to handle, seriously.

2009-10-07T20:45:00.003+08:00

okay i am just gonna complain so you dun really have to bother reading actually.

hmm.. how do i start? seriously i am PISSED! i mean, hello?!?!?!? what's wrong with those bus drivers nowadays!? just becuz the bus doesnt belong to him and just becuz the lives inside the bus has no connection to him in whatsoever way, doesnt give him the damn reason to jerk the bus as if he's playing bumper car when he's in the MIDDLE OF HEAVY TRAFFIC JAM and THE CAR IN FRONT IS NO LESSER THAN 30CM AWAY!!! and he conveniently tuned out all the "tsk"s from the passengers, even though i am sure he can hear them VERY CLEARLY becuz since he was sitting right in front of me and if i can hear that clear, he has no reason not to hear it unless he's deaf! :@

2009-09-30T19:44:00.004+08:00

okay so i have been a little busier than usual due to hanging out, shopping and working for the past few weeks. but since monday, i have nothing to do but to rot =.=

so just gonna do a small update. :)

worked in Grand Hyatt over the weekend with jingting & siawshi. i must say the work is freaking tiring, esp on the first night when we chose to OT and only got to go home at 3am, which was totally not what i was expecting. luckily transport is provided. i cant really say i enjoy working there, all thanks to a lady captain (notice i didnt say manager becuz she is not =.=), she is so BOSSY! only on the first night she started ordering, nagging and i heard from other ppl, shouting in the kitchen. sadly to say i was one of the victim, even though she did not shout at me, considering when she shoot me, we were in the ballroom, so she couldnt raise her voice. and btw when she was shooting me, i didnt even know what i have done and she nv specify =.= honestly speaking, i am not one that tolerates unreasonable ppl, so i was scrowling inside while nodding on the outside, and walked away without looking at her. i just gotta keep my cool since i am collecting my pay on the next day. lucky me, i dun have to work with her on the second night.

so tts my weekend and finally giving my legs a break.

sometimes i find that my mum is quite "funny". if i go out, she complains that i always go out. when i wish to stay at home and rest, she always make me step out of the house, helping her do things. why cant she ask me to do those works on the days that i happen to go out? zzzz.

seems like 2009 isnt a very good year, to me at least. people are leaving, even if it's kinda indirect. i was totally heartbroken to see my good old buddy crying for the loss of his dad. and the SP student who passed away in China, even i dunno him, is kinda indirectly linked, in a way (i am not gonna specified), and that doesnt make me feel any better.

anyway, i am finishing the 2 new story books which i bought abt 2 weeks ago, which means that i am running out of books to read.. i guessed i should drop by bookstore soon. any interesting story books to recommend? pls dun recommend sci-fi story book becuz they are so not my taste. oh and just becuz i like to read story books doesnt make me a bookworm.

school is gonna reopen in another 2 weeks, and i am already dreading it.

okay this post isnt small afterall, i shall stop here, cya.

2009-09-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

Orchard haul with shimin! :DD

hahahas we reached rather early since she's driving, and she drives fast lols. (i am not complaining by the way hahahahas.)

first stop was taka but we were just browsing, no hurry in spending yet lols! but some items already caught our eyes hohoho! we only started spending when we reached MAC in ION, only 2 items and $60+ flied away from me, zzzz~ (oh, i just rmb shimin forgotten the blouse which she aimed to buy at forever 21 hahas.)

walked around randomly, there are so many things we wanna buy but we dont have that much capital ar hahahahas! stopped at far east to get my black flats for my weekend job (tts totally waste of money, i know. but i didnt have black flats at home, and i dun want to torture my feet by wearing heels, ha.) oh, i also bought the vest which i eyed when i was with jiale the other day. i was struggling so long in deciding whether to buy anot LOLs! shimin bought a pair of pretty flats and a bag too. :)

ok nth much interest us in far east so we headed back to ion for dinner! :D i was pretty hungry by then hehehehe! we had Fish & Co. and it's the first time i stepped into this restaurant. (yes, i am NOT kidding, becuz i dun like to eat fish~) but the dish which shimin recommended is nice! hahahas but it was super filling, both of us couldnt finish our food. xD the service was good too *clap clap*

after tt we went back to wisma, i spent another $60+ in The Face Shop T.T lols i think both of us have a big hole in our wallet wahahahaha! tts gals~ last stop was wastons in ngee ann city, where shimin got so excited about the $7 for 6 BIG packets of cotton pads LOLs! everytime i recalled her expression i wanna laugh xDD

so we decided to control ourselves before spending more money xD we headed back to her car, which we spent almost 5 mins to find it? lols. reached home pretty fast :)

fruitful but heartache day lols. (i am referring to my wallet lols) but it was a great shopping trip with darling! I LOVE SHIMIN! :D (too bad we forgot to take photos :S)

2009-09-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

life is so fragile..

take care my dear buddy
we'll always stand by you no matter what happens

2009-09-21T22:56:00.006+08:00

18th Sept
LOLs another night of stayover. jason, adonis, guanhao & jinghang came to my house at night. but they went to have supper after awhile and i waited for shimin to come. (: the guys came back without adonis and we watched show. i was freaking tired hahahas, so after shimin went home i went to slp since they wanted to watch horror movie, which is a big NO to me. shannon came while i was slping hahahahas. the guys left early for their bball in the morning and i headed for work =.= random stayover lols

19th & 20th Sept
worked as promoters with shimin at marina square. okay the work was extremely boring but i had fun spending more times with shimin. (: honestly the road show was kinda waste of time, i mean, who is gonna buy PCs when the IT fair just finished days ago? ok but there are some ppl who actually purchased, including ah min hahahahas. but we were typically standing around for the whole day. well, at least we earn money by just standing hahahahas. xD it was a great time catching with my darling hahahas. :D

21st Sept
finally taking a break from work! excused myself from the promoter work cuz i cannot stand another day wasting my time there, anyway i had a briefing for another temp job, which made me unavailable for that hahahas. lols jingting & siawshi & i tot it was to work in the F1 event but end up it was a huge mistake! hahahahas. i think jingting's friend got mix up? it is some hotel job but i am fine with it as long as i can earn some extra allowance. :)

after the briefing met up with dear(: he is now so busy with work that i can hardly meet him. )x so thanks to the public holiday that i can finally meet him up. :D bought movie tickets and walked around in plaza sing & the cathay. lols. we caught G-Force afterwards, i found it really cute. xD i found a belt that i really like, but it has to be bought with a jeans which costs over $100 ): ): dined at cafe cartel, the food quality had gone down. ):

nevertheless, i enjoyed very much with him today. <3

2009-09-18T16:29:00.002+08:00

alright, i guessed i shall update a little on my recent life. i skip all my work today, i just wanna have a GOOD REST. :]

anyway, i just came back from woodlands, went there with shimin to have baobei's fur cut off hahahas. she seemed so upset that her fur is all gone. x]

16th Sept
finally get to meet my 2 darlings! they are always so busy lols! (ok i am complaining again =x) we met quite late, reached my house almost like 11pm after buying supper and all. we chatted many many things, as usual. we never run out of topic hahahas. geena was very tired, i guessed. she fell asleep rather fast lols. so shimin & i chatted a while more and then fell asleep. a very cosy night we had LOLs!

17th Sept
jiale & mavis came for stayover! hahas stayover marathon. ah le bought so much food to my house, like as if she is planning to have a pinic hahahas! we watched tv and played with our hair. xD ah le wanted to try looking mature LOLs! i wish my hair can grow FASTER. T.T sleep around like 3am? i was dead tired hahahas.

Your coldness is so.. unpredictable...

2009-09-18T08:58:00.000+08:00

hais, bad results. ): how am i gonna face my mum??? )x

look on the bright side? yeah i PASSED. =.= on the other side, i am forever trying to reach gpa 3, which is rolling backward!? @!@^@!#!@#!$#@!$@%@$!@%&^%

this course is just not the one for me afterall.

don't talk to me.

2009-09-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

ok i got sick of cbox having advertisments poping out everytime i wanna tag something, so i changed my tagboard. :D

gonna have a lonely week, mummy is in china......... )x

work work and work, zzzz.

2009-09-09T14:47:00.000+08:00

i am so so so sooooooooooo ANGRY!! :@ google deleted my old blog because i deleted my gmail account and i had NO IDEA that it was linked to my blogger account, i had always been accessing my blogger using my hotmail account! and it was freaking hard to find a way to contact google arghh! )<

i should put that aside, no point upsetting myself further. :) went out with ah le & ah hang today. :D they accompanied me to ion, we had late lunch at Watami (is that how it is spelled?). the food is good and the prices are reasonable. :) we were so full that when i got home i was still not hungry hahahahahas. anyway we walked around but got kinda restless, so instead of just walking inside the building, we stopped at wisma starbucks and chit chatted for hours. :D it was nice catching up with each other. i miss the good old days. :) lols. before heading home, went for some window shopping. xD

hopefully my holiday will be more interesting. i am always forgotten by ppl when they go enjoy themselves. hais hais. *emo*